At Danny's Wedding

Still goosebumps.

cancer diet

Who knows what to eat?  Is it dangerous to eat sugar?  How about fruit juice?  The reports on chemotherapy diets are completely ambiguous.  Some places say no cows milk...some say eat lots and lots of double milk products like ice cream.  What the heck?  Does no one really know the answer?

Day one of chemotherapy

Day one of chemotherapy....one allergic reaction and 8 hours later we are home...My husband is wicked awesome tough. ...going to hunker down with a movie. Have to stay away from germs for awhile.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO IS PRAYING FOR US!!! We are sooo blessed with good friends and family who love us.

 As a wife...ugg...stab to the heart everytime his color changed from grey...to purple...to red...I never knew before that I had his normal color memorized.

jerrod...starting chemo

My best friend starts chemo tomorrow....please pray it's the right treatment and it WORKS!!!!! i ♥ you jerrod


scared..hardbroken...in love...crazy madly deeply in love....nervous...

You are the strongest man I know...you have to pull this off. ... I need you..I want you.

theren

This morning he found a little shiny heart floating around the in the hallway.  He asked me if he could go in your room.  He spread your hands and kissed your palm and left you the heart.   Yesterday, we read the kissing hand.

love

I started this blog two year agos and to my dismay haven't posted since.  I still cherish you.  I love you madly, crazily at times.  You truly were meant for me.  Thank you for helping be a role model for our children.  I see them smile and I see a piece of your spark.  Thank you for sharing piece of your soul with me, through our love, and through our children.  You still have me on top of the world...  Je t'adore mon amie.

my love

i cannot show you enough gratitude for saving me...i needed your strength...you are my stability. Je t'adore mon amour.